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Friday, May 13, 2005

In memory of pat. Hehehe. Just kidding. Okay, this time my entry would be really really serious. Anyway. I guess pat’s mad with me. I wasn’t able to go out this afternoon with them. Thinking that this will be the last time ill be seeing her. It makes me feel bad. Really. My dad did not allow me to go with them and there’s nothing I can do. honestly, I don’t wanna think that pat will be leaving on the 15th. It makes me cry. Even though we only became close this past.. 3 years? Yeah, I know. It’s a short time. And I feel sorry for my self. Why didn’t I enjoy her company when I had 7 whole years seeing her 5 days a week? My goodness. Now I am regretful.

We became good friends when we were in grade 1. But I think we lost communication during the succeeding years because I was in a different section and we both found new circle of friends. This is funny. During our grade school days, 5th or sixth grade I guess, hehe, I did not enjoy her company. Haha. Peace. Well, kasi, pat sometimes, becomes sarcastic. Hehehe. Pero I got used to it. Until our first year high, we were in the same section. I think she hated me that time. Hahaha. We were not close then. I, Pat, Marz, Guia and Justine were classmates during our freshmen years. But, we were not close with each other, only Justine, marz and I. And then, during our sophomore years, Marz and I were both Mendelians, and Justine, Pat, and Guia are Darwinians. And that was the time we became close with each other. Ever since going out of our humdrum school was forbidden, we ate lunch together. And during our third year high, that was the time I spent most of our lunch breaks with pat, since Justine and marz are with their hunny bunny. While guia naman, is eating her lunch at home. Like what I had written in my live journal. Pat is unpredictable and scary sometimes. Hehehe. What I like about pat?
1. She’s sweet
2. she’s thoughtful
3. I love her company
4. she laughs at all my jokes
5. her kindness
6. her sarcastic-ness=)
7. the way she laughs (which I will truly miss)
8. the way she calls my name
9. her appreciativeness
10. her creativeness
11. she’s helpful
12. she’s funny
13. her craziness
14. actually there’s a whole lot more. But the best is,
15. she’s always there for you through thick and thin

haaay… just finished talking with pat, and she made me cry. Wah. Haay. Buhay talaga. Pat, im really really really gonna miss you!.. I don’t wanna continue this na, kasi, it makes me want to cry. Basta pat, whenever you feel alone, whenever you feel sad, isang tawag lang ako. =) I love you sis!! Mwa!

P.S. Check my livejournal. =) i cant paste the pic here eh. bdtrp. so, check nyo na lang sa livejourn ko. :) http://www.livejournal.com/users/princessdea/ =)

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